My husband called our friend who is expecting tonight. They had a good conversation and I got to talk to him and his wife as well. It took a lot for me not to break down and cry in the course of our conversation. I'm overjoyed for them but I can't get past how crappy I feel. I just want to curl up in bed for a few days and bawl my eyes out. My husband is noticing how depressed I'm becoming. Well, I should hope he would. I thought going out for a bit tonight would take my mind off of it, but that did little to help.
So off to bed I go. God Bless.